"I want him, but I'm too shy"

So this is a sad story I found from tumblr. Check this out:

10th Grade:
As I sat there in English class..
I stared at the girl next to me.

She is my so called "bestfriend"
I stared at her long silky hair, and wished she was mine.

But she didn't notice me like that and I knew it.

After class..
She walked up to me and asked me for the notes she has missed the day before and handed them to her.

She said "THANKS" and gave me a kiss on the cheek :)

11th grade:
The phone rang..
On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over..
Because she didn't want to be alone, so I did.

As I sat next to her on the sofa,
I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.

After two hours..
One Drew Barrymore movie and three bags of chips
She decided to go to sleep

She looked at me and said "thanks"
And gave me a kiss on the cheek.

Senior year:
The day before prom..
She walked to my locker,
"He's not going to go well, I didn't have a date."

And in 7th grade..
We made a promise that if neither of us had dates. We would go together just as Bestfriends..
So we did

Prom Night..
After everything was over, I was standing at her front doorstep.
I stared at her as she smiled at me and wished she was mine.

Then she said,
"I had the best time, thanks"
And gave me a kiss on the cheek.

Graduation Day:
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
It was graduation day.

I watched her as she floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma.

I wanted her to be mine but she didn't notice me like that and I knew it.

Before everyone went home,
She came to me with her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her.

Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said,
"You're my bestfriend, thanks"
And she gave me a kiss on the cheek.

A few years later:
Now I'm sitting in the pews of the church.
My bestfriend is getting married now.

I watched her say "I do",
And drive off to her new life, married to another man.

But before she drove away, she came to me and said,
"You came, thanks"
And she gave me a kiss on the cheek.

Funeral:
She died of cancer few years later.
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my bestfriend.

After the service..
Her mom came to me and said,
"She wants you to keep this"
..It's her highschool diary.

I read a diary entry she had wrote in our highschool years.

This is what I read:
"I stare at him, wishing he was mine. But he doesn't notice me like that and I know it.

I want to tell him..
I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends.

I LOVE HIM but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me. And I wish I did too"

..I thought to myself and cried.



-p.s: sooo after reading this, yeah kinda teary :') fight for your love, find the perfect time, enjoy every moment and God bless you!-